WHY WHY WHY

today in volleyball. i sucked soooooooooooo much. EVERY PASS WAS A BAD PASS. wtf. i couldn't even pass a ball perfectly. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME. but i did do my serves pretty well ;D im disappointed in myself. HOW DID I NOT PASS!!!! ugh. i think one arm was more up than the other and the ball went craaaaayzay. yeah.. left right.. :( I slept late. woke up late. WENT TO PRACTICE RIGHT AWAY and was late.. i'm never doing that again. waking up before practice because i get tired and feel lazy and then my mind isnt in the practice and i get really sucky. :'( all i wanted was to go home and not make myself a failure but that didnt happen. after practice was over which was 4.. i walked to jennifers and thought we were going to katy's but then she said that her parents went on a mini vacation and so the restaruant wasnt open. i didnt even eat anything. THAT TOO. NEVER DO THAT AS WELL!!!!! anyways. yeah and then i chilled and was lazy and tired at her house. i finally ate her mom's yummy thai chicken thingy with rice. SO SO GOOD!! first meal of the day: 5:30-6? somewhere around that :( anyways i just really wanted to sleep. and nowwwwwwwwwww just when i was about to, i saw the computer open and decided to blog.. hehe


NOW STOP READING! cause this is my venting of how i have a B. pretty long. so you've been warned!!!!!! NO USE READING!!!


that's kinda funny.. i just blogged about how i better get an a in pe and GUESS WAHT!!! Mr. Baty gave me a B after all.. WTFFF MAN!!! who gets b's in pe..? WHO ?! its like that one time where i got a B for teachers aid cause fields was a bitch. I SWEAR. who is he kidding?! I of ALL who wanted a perfect 4.0 to BETTER the chance of scholarships and getting into university.. but no. he gives me a B. FOR THE STUPIDEST REASONS EVAAAAa. that's why pe is nonweighted.. EFFING A! i always gets B for the stupidest reasons and NOT FOR REAL CLASSES. why is that.. why is highschool like that. why cant they just show my weighted grade and not care about my nonweighted.. I HOPE SO! it bums me out cause i got that and it ruined my streak. and its safer to get a perfect 4.0 all the way.. and it was for a stupid reason. MAYBE CAUSE I DIDNT SWIM WHEN I HAD MY PERIOD!?!? du ma. either that or he's an ass and he doesnt know who i am and he doesnt think i try in pe. seriously. I ACTUALLY DO SHIT UNLIKE THE REST!!! like run my miles.. although we didnt run that 4th quarter.. and yeahhhhh DRESSED OUT EVERYDAY. wasnt late!!!?!? PARTICIPATED. ISNT THIS ABOUT PARTICIPATION.. damn mr. baty. im really bummed.. i guess AP classes in junior and senior year will have to make it up if colleges and scholarship people look at nonweighted.. BUT ID STILL LIKE TO GET A BETTER GPA for BOTH CLASSIFICATIONS!!! cause i mean.. if i didnt have that B i would get a higher gpa, but now that i do have that b it will be one point down :( stupid biznatches. i will get over it.. but whatever. I DONT LIKE B'S!!! but hmm i shouldn't be so worked up about this cause it is a B in pe..





GAH!!!!