im baack!

now that i have things well worth blogging about, i shall blog again! CHANGE. and i'm really loving how everything is going. it's been such a fun environment, and such a new vibe to what i've been use to. i'm so happy that i did not chicken out last monday going to the HHA auditions. last saturday was an audition too, but i was really scared and nervous. and then my dad left so i was like whatever.. i guess part of me didn't wanna go because i didnt want to go there all awkward and lonely, knowing nobody. but afterwards, i realized i regretted it so much. and then i found out they had makeups! GOT SOOOOOOOO EXCITED. and that time i knew i wouldn't back down. and i'm proud of myself for going and just actually DOING something by myself for once. i went and later that night i found out i made it. i was screaming for like 15 mins... and more after that. it was the best feeling ever, one i haven't had in SOOOOOOOOO long. i was so surprised because i was so nervous and i messed up when i auditioned. but the next day, tuesday, the captain david reassured me that i did good. i just went fast. :] practiced till like 7 pm and then some people were left so we decided to hang out and eat. they were so welcoming. <3 i barely knew them, because surely monday i talked to like a couple people and that was it. so we all hung out, and it felt like i was actually getting into the crowd. the next day, they invited me again. :] met some more people. the rest of the week consumed of practice till 7. it was really fun. i loved it alot <3 i didn't even care about hw or anything. friday. performance. it didn't work out so well but it's okay. at least we know how it is to perform for a crowd of people.


yeah so.. i'm really happy at where i am right now :) its been fun, and i feel like i've grown into something else, like moving on. i really want to go to workshops, like kreative movement (kaba kids), team millenia jrs, such and such. meet even more people. the atmosphere is so wonderful. i can just see how life would be like in the future, and then the future summers, going to summer dance sessions and stuff. that's going to be sooooo fun. and i want to expand on my dancing capabilities. like get even better. and DEFINITELY learn the choreography faster.. hahaha and like just getting out there, and having fun, meeting new people.


i'm not sitting at my computer, watching youtube videos of dancers anymore. and wishing i could take classes and just having fun like how the dancers were having fun. and like admiring all the boys who dance. so cute. haha. im hoping soon, i'd actually be meeting those people. yeah i know all i blogged about was dance but.. i love dance <3 and it's about time i do something about what i'm passionate about.


different change, for once. grow, for once.