so... supposedly my last blog was suppose to be yesterday.. but i kind of made it after 12am soooooo.. yeah.
anyways. i'm stressing again. school. schedule. money for volleyball. money for new clothes.. I WISH I CAN JUST WORK ALREADYYY
i think im going to die this year. no kidding. english honors teacher? from what i heard, i bet im going to fucking be stressed out of my mind this school year along with zinner.. for one. and crosby. two. and chemistry or apbio.. not sure yet. cox. yeah. 4 effing teachers that gives a crapload of work. that means... lots of effort and time.. sacrifice.. endless hours of studying.. little sleep.. and a ton load of stress, oh yeah and probably more studying during weekends. eff my life. i'm joining clubs.. i have to. make it look good on my college resume. sports. i need to step up my game AGAIN! why cant i be consistent. lipsync. dude, forreal.. 1st quarter is going to be a bitch.
i have to stop complaining and start accepting this stupid crapload.
i just gotta think... it's going to be good after wards.
i hate school. i hate planning for college. i hate worrying about it. i hate it allllllllllll.
hmm............ i really want ap bio but i dont know if i can handle it all with everything.. :( why do i have to be asian?!
on the other hand.. there's a new girl on my volleyball team. and she made jv because she played volleyball before. sophomore. minh nguyen. she's prettty cute. she's not that good.. but its okay. maybe, its the first time, new school, new thing that's going on for her. like how it was with me! hehe. taryn said i got so much better than last year. HAH. at least i serve harder now, and hit better at times. but yeah. my mission: to befriend her.
i love making new friends, especially when they are new new new, cause it's like.. she may be different and fun!!
as christine says "is it because she's cute?!" hhhhhhhhaaaaaah....
that may play a part.
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i befriended you ;)
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