i need wake up calls..

im never sleeping at 3:08 a.m. again and waking up to my clock that displays 3:10 p.m. for those who know me... and has been in my room.. and has been tricked by the time.. you know what time i actually woke up at. HAHAHA. well yeah. then my head hurted. probably because i over slept. I CANT DO THIS IN SUMMER!!!! i need to be out and about!


and that's why.. i need wake up calls. but my phone is gone..


my mom is getting unlimited texts cause yesterday we found out that UNLIMITED TEXTING for family plans are only 20 dollars!! and since my mom paid that much for my two brothers.. AND my second brother only has 400 texts----hahahahaa, loser---- might as well get the family plan and EVERYONE can text unlimited. i'll probably text people from her phone. hehehe. ITS GONNA BE FROM MY OLD NUMBAAA YOU GUYS!!

thank you tina for telling us this wonderful piece of information :)



i just remembered no body really knows my new number because i dont tell people when i switch numbers.. i get too lazy. i just call them! :] but i finally remembered my new, or maybe not so much new anymore, number :)


i have 410 dollars... WOWOWOWOWOWWOW. but thats the money imma spend over at tammys plus for clothes.. :( the 100 i got from my aunt.. i hate to ask my mom for it :( i feel bad. but i really do want new clothes.. i havent gotten them for soo long! imma shop smart now. NO MORE CANDY FOR ME!! i love my mamaaaaaaa



i guess i wanted it to be so much like before where my family were comfortable with my aunts and uncles and stuff but i realize it's not gonna be like that. i cant just appear at their places.. or call them to come over and hang out with them.. it'd be weird. if my dad finds out we're seeing our aunts and uncles behind his back.. i'd be getting some longggggggg, annoying, angry yells from him. i thought that after seeing them finally in six years, the tension between my mom and them would disappear. and we can go back to before, just minus the dad part. HE CAN NOT KNOW OR ELSE ITS GONNA BE HELL IN THE HOUSE :( but my mom just told me tonight that she wont have a relationship with my aunt like before. it'd just be like contacting each other. now with that in hand.. HOW IS IT EVER GONNA BE LIKE BEFORE NOW?



my mom wants to go to a community college to learn english and to work on her communication skills.

and then at the end of the talk she was like, probably trying to ease the awkwardness, by happily saying to me 'i learned the difference between relationship and contact..' which she used to explain to me the situation. I REALIZE SHE AND I TALK TO EACH OTHER IN ENGLISH!! she's like an english mom. haha. working in an american environment sure has helped her. hehe. probably thats why i'm forgetting vietnamese because i dont talk alot in that language. hah



she plans on moving in two years up to where she works at, which is like 30 minutes away from here. EL TORO RD!! she wants to get a new house and she told me she would throw away all the funiture that are infested..... so that there wont be cockroaches in the new house..

GOOD cause i dont want cockroaches crawling on me... AND I HAVE HAD SEVERAL INCIDENTS! D:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::




i swear its my brother's fault!!!!!!!